May 13th, 2010 - A day of infamy to most Malaysians 40 and above. 5 decades ago, a genocidal conflict organized by the losers of a local city council 'erection' to 'win' back the erection. Since then life has never been democratic.
But closer to home, I was scheduled to "shrink" the minor turbinates in my nasal cavity and the back portion of my tongue after lunch so I admitted myself in Pantai Indah, Ampang for the op.
2 hours later, I woke up from GA in great pain, did a near-death bed conversion and got rejected half-s-second later by God! I was in so much pain that I asked GOD to take me away. No thoughts of living on for my children or family...just instant death.
Half a second later (aka the next immediate thought) I meditated (the "Buddhist" aka semi-Burmeses way) on the pain and wished it be well and happy. I reflected that pain is the body's way of communicating to us that something is wrong with it. That pain is part n parcel of having a body that is subjected to change (aka decay n death).
In other words, GOD replied " Suck up the pain n grow some balls, boy! I didn't make you a Buddhist so that you can "fall back" on ME just because you can' take the pain. My plans for you is to remain a Buddhist n show the so-called 'born-again' followers of mine in your extended family that you can be a better human being without having to be one of them, 'sharing' the Truth their way!"
About the op =- what happened while I was under the GA was that the Doc found that I had a slightly bent soft bone in my nasal cavity, enlarged tonsils as well as an extra thick palate at the back of my mouth so since he's already in there, why not just 'repair' these in one go rather than reschedule for another op later on.
These were the cause of my pain.
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But closer to home, I was scheduled to "shrink" the minor turbinates in my nasal cavity and the back portion of my tongue after lunch so I admitted myself in Pantai Indah, Ampang for the op.
2 hours later, I woke up from GA in great pain, did a near-death bed conversion and got rejected half-s-second later by God! I was in so much pain that I asked GOD to take me away. No thoughts of living on for my children or family...just instant death.
Half a second later (aka the next immediate thought) I meditated (the "Buddhist" aka semi-Burmeses way) on the pain and wished it be well and happy. I reflected that pain is the body's way of communicating to us that something is wrong with it. That pain is part n parcel of having a body that is subjected to change (aka decay n death).
In other words, GOD replied " Suck up the pain n grow some balls, boy! I didn't make you a Buddhist so that you can "fall back" on ME just because you can' take the pain. My plans for you is to remain a Buddhist n show the so-called 'born-again' followers of mine in your extended family that you can be a better human being without having to be one of them, 'sharing' the Truth their way!"
About the op =- what happened while I was under the GA was that the Doc found that I had a slightly bent soft bone in my nasal cavity, enlarged tonsils as well as an extra thick palate at the back of my mouth so since he's already in there, why not just 'repair' these in one go rather than reschedule for another op later on.
These were the cause of my pain.
Technorati Tags: sleep apnea, snoring, low energy, depression
2 comments:
Hahahah....that was sure a quick second conversion. I am not sure if Jesus knew you...( you came and just went ) back to Buddha and serve you right to be told off by the Enlightened One!
Seriously I feel for you - the pain! I woke up from my hysterectomy op in pain too but I grit my teeth and bear with it. I can imagine that yours is much worse since its all over your mouth! You'll survive! You're tough!
It wasn't he Buddha who told me off. It was God!
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